everybody else around me is so nerve-wracked. Yes, finals are here, but for some wonderful reason that i do not exactly know, i feel great. This is bizarre, because i am usually the one to be putting all kinds of pressure on myself and being a bit of a perfectionist about studying. This semester i feel like finals are just something i have to do, like going to an appointment. I only have 3 appointments, and though they are cumulative and cover all of the material in the course, i have no fear about doing poorly. And you, the reader, should not be mistaken, this lack of fear is COMPLETELY UNFOUNDED. I have no reason not to worry, i really do need to make A’s or else this will turn into another semester where i lower my GPA.
What is this happiness during stressful times? will it help me out in the end, or will it hurt me?
in the mean time, i’ve been consolidating my music collection on my computer. I have sworn to acquire the next iPod that comes out of Apple (a while after christmas, most likely), and it’s going to be amazing, and i’m going to be ready for it.